Saturday, January 12, 2013

Grace

I wasn't actually going to write a blog post today (nothing new has really happened), but then I read a story. Yes, it's a story you've all probably heard of before. No, the ideas and thoughts that I've seen in it aren't new to the world, but for some reason it struck a chord in my heart. I pray that maybe it will touch one of your heart strings as well and help you realize how loving and awesome our God is! 

The story is the one of the adulterous woman found in John 8, and takes place in Judea, where Jesus had traveled to celebrate the Festival of Tabernacles. He taught at the temple, and the people were confused and amazed at his teaching. One morning, when he had gone to teach at the temple, "The teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought in a woman caught in adultery. They made her stand before the group and said to Jesus, 'Teacher, this woman was caught in the act of adultery. In the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?' " I always thought Jesus' initial response was hilarious - he simply bent down and started to write on the ground with his finger. I wondered what the King of Kings, the Savior of the earth was doing writing in the dirt! But then, as the Pharisees and teachers of the law continued to bug him, Jesus finally answered, "Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her." Wham! Silence. Perhaps for the first time in their lives, these teachers and Pharisees had nothing to say to Jesus, who had gone back to writing in the dirt. They were completely silenced before him because they knew. They knew all too well after studying the Law for hours upon hours that they were sinful - painfully, hopelessly sinful. So what was there for them to do but leave? And they did, one by one, I imagine them leaving shamed by their own sinfulness and the fact that this man, this Jesus of Nazareth, had humbled them. They didn't even leave to plot his death or arrest! 
So, then, Jesus and this woman were left alone. He stood up and looked at her, "Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?" What in the world could this woman have been thinking in the moment when she replied, "No one, sir." And even more so, what brilliance, hope, and life must have flown through her when He said to her, "Then neither do I condemn you. Go now and leave your life of sin." She received no death penalty, no public disgrace other than what had already occurred. She received only this: grace and a call to repentance. Is not grace given to us before we repent as well? "While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." (Romans 5:8). This little story in John has a HUGE message for us: grace. "For it is by grace you have been saved." I don't think the idea of grace has ever been phrased as beautifully as in the age old hymn: 

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind but now I see

This adulterous woman was saved by the grace of Christ Jesus. Not only was she saved, but she was given a hope. I can relate to this woman so much. While I may not have committed adultery specifically, haven't I ever turned my back on my Beloved Bridegroom and chosen some sin over Him and His Word? And yet, in spite of it all, He has given us grace. I can't even begin to to put into words how huge of an impact that has in our lives, but thankfully His Word can speak for itself, so check it out!! 

Blessings! 

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Just A Quick Update...

So... this is the first time I've ever posted more than once in a week, and I'm not quite sure how I feel about it. I guess I'm turning into a real blogger!! (Although, don't expect it to happen again any time soon!) Anyways, just thought I'd try to keep you all updated on what's happening here in Uganda since things seem to be changing so quickly. Yesterday (Monday) I traveled back to Kampala to stay with EAC for a little while until whatever God has in store for me next falls into place. I won't lie, I'm not super excited about being back in Kampala. However, I'm absolutely stoked about seeing my kids in Zirobwe again! Early in the morning before I left to return here, God really laid this scripture on my heart:

"Now devote your heart and soul to seeking the LORD your God..."
-1 Chronicles 22:19

I really feel as though this is what God is calling me to in my time here in Kampala. Projects don't start back up again until next Monday, so I think He's really set aside this time for me to seek Him out. I'm so excited to see what He has to show me and what He has in store for me next. What you can do to help most right now is pray. I can use as many prayer warriors as I can get! 

Also, on Sunday I was blessed to be invited by one of the pastors in Masaka to eat lunch with him, his family, and some other American friends who were heading back to the States soon. It was such a blessing to be with my brothers and sisters in Christ sharing a meal, and really just enjoying one another's company. It was truly a blessing! 

Quick photo after eating with the pastor's family!
Back Row (L to R): Joseph, Gloria, Jackson, Pastor Eddie, the family mother, Winnifred
Front Row: Andrew, me, Flavia?, Pastor Doug, Maria, Sarah

Blessings to you and yours!

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Surprises!

To say that this week has been overwhelming is probably the understatement of the century - and honestly, I don't think it's even possible to get everything across in words. On Tuesday morning, to start out the New Year, I found out I needed to move out of the room I was staying in the next day. (I guess I knew it was coming... but I had a brain lapse and didn't realize it was so soon!) Furthermore, all three of the different housing possibilities I had lined up fell through. On top of that, I wasn't able to go back to Empower A Child yet because I had to get in contact with them first (which is rather difficult with them on break!). So, the only option was to stay in a hotel in Masaka Town for a few days until I can get some things lined out. Now this is where that puts me currently - I'm still working with Okoa Refuge, although I have to commute there and back every day. My hotel reservations are until Monday, but they can be extended if need be. And I'm trying to get in contact with Empower A Child in order to return there.

Needless to say, I've been pretty stressed out! But at the same time, God is teaching me once again to trust Him. As has happened so many times since I've been here, I don't really have a complete thought to tie all this wonderfulness together, but these are some verses that God has been speaking to my heart. And somehow I relate to all of them in one way or another:

"Commit your way to the LORD; trust in Him and He will do this: He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn, your vindication like the noonday sun."
                                                                 -Psalm 37:5-6
Doug (in front) with Tyler, Liv,
and I at the Christmas party.

"The LORD makes firm the steps of those who delight in Him..."
-Psalm 37:23

"The salvation of the righteous comes from the LORD; He is their stronghold in time of trouble"
-Psalm 37:39

"I waited patiently for the LORD; He turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand."
-Psalm 40:1-2

"But as for me, I am poor and needy; may the LORD think of me. You are my help and my deliverer; you are my God, do not delay."
-Psalm 40:17

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
-Joshua 1:9

So, all in all, I'm just waiting, and trying my best to trust! Please keep the prayers coming and have a great week!! 

Blessings!

(P.S. - sorry these pictures are old, camera problems again!!)